很累很累

The way you treat me now, the way I will treat you back in soon.
很累，很倦的旅程
每天都没动力地区完成每件事情
但是却又得必须的继续伪装自己
把自己的尊严抛到后脑
我这么做事为了什么？
是的，这一切都是我自找的
是我在自己太傻太笨
一次又一次的把心掏了出去
以为人家也会和我一样
但，得到了什么
我得到的，只是厌恶，羞辱，践踏

除了父母，沒有什麼人是不求回報的。戀人對你好是以愛情和諧為前提的，朋友對你好是以共同利益和消除寂寞為前提的。另外的人，就更不用說了。

獨自異地求學，要學著多和父母聯繫溝通，要學著多聽長輩的話。要學著忍耐，沒有什麼是你忍不了的，別人再錯，也犯不著拿別人的錯誤懲罰自己。

不要輕易對人多愁善感，就算你是真的多愁善感。別人可能不能理解你的多愁善感，也沒這個義務和責任。這樣的話，你想的發洩就變成了自取其辱和加深痛苦。

.一個人生活雖然很難，但也必須學會一個人，不要輕易依賴別人。這是為了防止你身邊的人都離開的時候，你還可以好好活下去。

YUP! I've learn a lesson

I've trying to learn independent n not to depends on anyone.

But it seems to fail

Everything is changing n I get it.

Sometime I act like a stupid, idiot , quite doesn't means tat I really dont care about it.

There is a word say that VIRGO is the most sensitive horoscope.

I have relize everything, I knw everything.

But I juz shut up n keep it in my heart.

The way u treat me now, the I will treat u back in soon.

That is the sentence that I like

It's true! 

I want to voice out my feeling.

If this kind of condition happend at last time, I think a war has been started n everything is getting over.

My dad told me tat once u step in the social, leave the home, u must learn to hide urself, learn to hide everything.

Although sometime u may feeling not good, but nobody will care  about u, Human is a selfish animal.

Now only realise tat my foundation life actually is a unhappy journey.

I lost myself, lost the direction , lost everything in this complex circle.

I've started to feel regret.

Regret for something, regret for someone, regret for my life.

Dissapointed?

yes, tat is a best word to describe my life.

Dissapointed for everything.

I came here for my future.

For me, for my family, for my parents.

Why I should care everything.

I lost my confidence since sem2.

N yup, i should learn to voice out my feeling.

learn to be independent

learn to be a confidence person.

This is just a small challenge in my whole life.